January
it’s been a while..
I’m not in the mood of writing.. to be more honest, I’m not in the mood of many things. Big exception for Futsal, it’s never related with mood. Ankle twisted, fluber-at, headache, meeting, midnite, exhausted, been proved unable to stop me for playing 
it’s a new year..
I’ve been thinking for the past one year, I was very sentimentil & melankolic. This is must because of the fact that I’m in love, It’s just turn me to a new me. At first it is Weird but then I’m fine, cause after I checked back a couple years ago; hehehe… that’s me when I’m in love. The reason I forget this form just because it’s take me very long time to be this way. The funny thing is it’s still the same me even after 8 years, the way I act & react. Since I realize this by now, I’ll fix my self trough this long year, starting from now on.
it’s a hard life..
Since I put my life on a hold, waiting this love come reaching for me, I’ve never feel full. Maybe this is the price that I must pay for, but I’m willing to, I think I’m tough enough. I aware that I already gave my heart to her but I just don’t know that the day She have my heart She also took my mind, my dream and could be my life
I really hope this will end up soon with a happy ending.. mid year?
it’s a very rush month..
I started this year by putting in mind that I should have an investment in this town (balikpapan geto lho). I was thinking to buying a house. Then after doing a lot of survey and deep calculation, I’m quite confidence to close a deal with the bank and the developer until this issue coming.. Mutasi Nasional! whua… (please not me..not me!) and I’m in the list.. buyar dah investasi na..
about this MuNas thingy, I really want to refuse it, I do in love with this town. Beside that I have 2 big thing to settle down, at least for this one year lah ehm.. 2 years deh. It’s just because Kalimantan already had me for 8.5 years and there is no power of me to extend it. But miracle do happen and I can expect one..
oh ya I’ve been travelled to Pontianak and Jakarta, both for training. Pontianak gave me a week of sprue and Jakarta gave me fluberat till now. But I still love to travelling and I hope one of my travell this year goes to overseas.. Amin.
to all my muslim brother and sister, Happy hijri new years of 1427. Let’s Hijrah to a better life, a better form and a better world.
